There's so much here, Matilda and I can't possible say the 'right thing'. However, I believe in you and taking care of your is the most important thing to do. I admire that. Respect you. Wish the best of you AND your son. Life doesn't make sense until it does. Much love & support. Lots of kindness too.

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